Today, i really feel i am a loser....
Even i study very hard i also can't do well in my exam paper, i really hate myself !
Even my friend advise me is nt my fault is the paper problem but i also blame myself!
why ..why..why??
After tis happen, i only know myself is very scare to be the loser! now i know tat even u put many effort to do a thing is not necessary will get wat u expect ..!!
I'm nt a clever people, but i can put more effort to do it..but sometimes really feel very tired and think to give up !!
I also know tat nobody can help me, even ''him''..., so the way i relax myself is go bek my room and cry...~~do nt let other ppl know it.... Really crazzzy ...
BUT THIS THE WAY OF FEVERN do it......

MY huBBy & me

My birthday is coming......

My birthday is coming soon...but my friend they all will celebrate to me early...i am waiting that day coming..so happy neh...but the trouble is i really need to on diet leh...later i can't wear the beutiful shirt leh...on diet ........must do it...! i am calling so many friend together celebrate with me.....wish that day all of them also can enjoy ......!!! The thing that make me so worry about...the fucker kim can come join us ar nt... coz my birthday can't without the funny fellow...love her so much ......^^^....!!!! i also hope that my bf can bring me a suprise.....but tis is only hope....in reality he will not to do anything...just act normal...coz he really very bored..~~~

Happy Birthday to me..................^^^^*********

In this few week , many things have to do...assignment, test ....really feel very headache, always no time to rest....~~~
some more, the weather so hot...really make me so uncomfortable! HaizZZZZ.....
everyday also doing the same thing ~Study~stuRdy~stUdy~.......even every time when open my eyes also think about study ~~~why ??why??
Really feel so stress ..... my life really not meaningful at all....
why i not a intelligent people????
I want my life to be difference, make it changes to be more meaningful and colorful .....

Robot is always use to describe a person can handle all the problem~~
no emotion~~~
people will also no need to worry them****
in front of people always act like so strong ***

But actually i know "sad" is always accompany u~~
u not happy but u also force yourself to act like a robot~~
because u know if u won't like this all the thing will gone~~~
so u always hide & hide & hide your emotion***!

Until a day, u really suffer u tell me the fact~~~~
At that moment, i really blame myself~~~
I'm sad & keep on crying & crying~~~

Finally, i message to u~~~

& say "still have us ,won't be upset, v together to solve the problem, always support u"